Character study of Hayley Marshall

So today after studies I did some character studies on one fictional character. Someone was overlooked and was only regarded when it’s a clan issue.
But this person was beyond that.
She was the center of everything the story stood for. And the heart and soul of the movie.
I believe she was the most powerful woman if not a person in the fictional world of that particular movie.

The movie Original is a movie I am talking about.
If you have seen I know you would talk a lot about the Michaelson family.
Their bond of brotherhood and family.
Their drive to impact and save their family no matter what. but also one more thing their zeal of taking everything broken in them and converting it into power.
They knew they are not perfect and not the perfection of immortals.
They have betrayed each other countless time but when there is a need to call it
“You can trust a Michelson to always stand with a Michelson”
But there was one person who gained the name Michaelson without being a Michelson.
And that person is Hayley Marshall
She was a hybrid, yeah but that is not what made her that powerful.
She could tame the big bad wolf.
Her ability to give a soulless monster a heart of gold and her ability to create a world where the great evil himself would be willing to sacrifice himself for the benefits of all.
She made a Hero out of a monster and not only that
She gave a narcissist a sense of direction.
Someone who is paranoia at his call became so soft.
She was strong enough to create something worth dying for someone who only knew how to create chaos and fear among his enemies.
Listen

I’m not reviewing the movie
Neither am I giving its history
But rather I’m showing the sense of stability a woman can bring to the world.
I am no feminist but a humanist.
One thing I have learned over the cause of time is women no matter how they strive to be equal with a man can’t.
Not because they are weaker but because they far outweigh any man. And if they would stand for who they are and what they are made of I believe the world would be a better place.

Not let a man take advantage of them yes but also not let the name feminist weaken their call of purpose and what drives them.
Because if a monstrous creature like Nicklaus could be brought from a world of chaotic dimension to the realm of warmth and love
Then indeed not only did we miss the mark of who we are as women but also we missed the mark as the most powerful creatures in this tangible world of mystery.
I am no feminist but a humanist.
One thing I have learned over the cause of time is women no matter how they strive to be equal with a man can’t.
Not because they are weaker but because they far outweigh any man. And if they would stand for who they are and what they are made of I believe the world would be a better place.

Not let a man take advantage of them yes but also not let the name feminist weaken their call of purpose and what drives them.
Because if a monstrous creature like Nicklaus could be brought from a world of chaotic dimension to the realm of warmth and love
Then indeed not only did we miss the mark of who we are as women but also we missed the mark as the most powerful creatures in this tangible world of mystery.
I know this because
I know what being a woman is.

I stand with women in their fight for their identity but if this has thought us anything
Let’s embrace the fact that women have the power to drive nations to their destination as well as to their knees

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So before you a stand of a feminist
Know where to stand and whom to stand with because you are fighting for your rights and freedom but instead of that why don’t you stand for your gender as As a woman.
I’m not against feminists but some people I know fighting for this cause have just lost their way and position just because they think they want to be like men.
And to do that is to forgo your identity as a woman and embrace that of manhood.
I stand for women
But I also stand with impact.
~BeNelly ~
#istandwithwomen
#feminist
#moviehistory
#characterstudy
#life

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“How dare you say that to him!?; do you want to lose your job? Are you here to work or cause havoc in my family. Look Mr. I let you in here and made you stay even after she passed on so you better embrace your work and follow instructions or live. Now, this secret is to your grave, Doy you understand!.”

Haha
It’s getting interesting in the song
I know I’m late due to some unforeseen issues but we are back and live now.
Wanna know what happens next go read it here!…..❤💕💓

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This is not just a story but a musical fiction with a collection of songs
Written by the author as well as authentic content with morals and desire
Get lost and embrace the beauty of writing.

JUST YOU

Mastermind Poems

Stingy we inside me
Tied up to the tangling dart of life
Cut through so sharp and deep
I weep to sleep
No! I sleep to weep
Oh my God!
Why make myself so confused?

Pinned down to deserve no crown

Love has despised me!
Thoughts aren’t free !
Worries now come at a fee !
Asking what I see?
It’s just me!

Sure,
You look so clean and pure
Wanting to know?
Just grow and we will glow
Silenced by your emotions
I’ve got no say
In our own happiness today
Just shut up!,
let me pray
All I need is some hay
For this condition I did not sow
Yet I reap because I owe

Happiness locked within us
Till when will you let this pass
Victim of the cold system
I’m terraced to a cottage of millions
Path drawn awkwardly in number like minions
Rise up from…

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Loss

Death is casual

Death is casual to me this days
Tears are my daily dose of intake
And pain my uttermost badge of honour.

From darkness came light
And from sorrow came joy.

The beauty found in the dark
Was the product of yesterday’s pain.

You may be broken but I’m the most beautiful
Creature among creation.

Value your pain and you would
Create a masterpiece of your own daily.

Value that darkness and tip the light you
Are home.

I love you from the dark
And I adore you in my pain
To know my love is true.

~BeNelly~

She’s Home?!

In deed she is home

The Native Son

She’s home, home’s where you can trust the toilet sit.
She’s home, home’s where you can trust the kitchen floor, pick up your fallen yam slice.
She’s home, home’s where you can trust the grinded pepper that came with the banku and fish or the Kenkey and “black gold”.

She’s home, home’s where you can bring down the walls, walls that hid the pain, the hurt, the betrayals of yesterday, and still be safe, brave.
She’s home, home’s where you can turn up the music, sing along, off key ~ of course and get the lyrics wrong and not give a care.

She’s home, home’s that saving grace, home’s that place of solace.
She’s home, home’s that place where tears ain’t weakness, where bravery isn’t about brute force or savages, where solitude isn’t about loneliness, where effective communication isn’t about words ~ orator.
She’s home, and I just made it…

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One Who Gave Everything, Almost

The second verse stole my heart

The Native Son

I

I still revisit that day, in my mind when we first met.
Something left me when you smiled at me.
That we spoke, for that long showed your power over me.
I still remember your outfit, shirt on a skirt, running an errand, were you.

Could you show me how you stole my heart, I’d love to revisit how it happened.

II

And then came our first kiss, awkward is an underestimation, but yet it felt good.
I had been looking forward to it for days. When it did happened, well, it wasn’t the best but I still yearned for more.

III

After all the storms, faced with weathers not friendly, now swept adrift.
Here we are, still standing, standing tallest then ever.
For all the years, all the years you gave, I am grateful, grateful that you gave us a chance, a chance at life, love amidst all…

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A Universe of infinite possibilities

There are nearly seven billion people on this planet. Each one unique.Different. What are the chances of that? And why? Is it simply biology, physiology that determines this diversity? A collection of thoughts,
memories, experiences that carve out our own special place? Or is it something more than this? Perhaps there’s a master plan that drives the randomness of creation. Something unknowable that dwells in the
soul, and presents each one of us with a unique set of challenges that will help us discover who we really are.
We are all connected. Joined together by an invisible thread, infinite in its potential and fragile in its design. Yet while connected, we are also merely individuals. Empty vessels to be filled with infinite possibilities. An assortment of thoughts, beliefs. A collection of disjointed memories and experiences. Can I be me without this? Can you be you?
And if this invisible thread that holds us together were to sever, to cease, what then? What would become of billions of lone, disconnected souls? Therein lies the great quest of our lives. To find. To connect. To hold on. For when our hearts are pure, and our thoughts in line, we are all truly one. Capable of repairing our fragile world, and creating a universe of infinite possibilities.

BeNelly

I Hope you find that special person.

I hope

“I hope you find someone who will slowly lessen your loneliness until completely goes away. Someone who will not run away after seeing the rifts in your heart, but instead will go out of the way to stand by you.

I hope you find someone who will care about the troubles that are living inside your head. Someone who will understand why you overthink. Someone who will honestly tell you everything that on his mind, so you will not have to worry and doubt yourself.
I hope you find someone better than the last person you loved.
I hope that when you will be ready to enter in a relationship again, you will carefully choose someone whom you will be certain about spending your future with. I hope you will not settle for less. I hope you will not commit to someone who doesn’t realize the value your heart holds.


I hope you find the right one.
I hope you find someone who will be able to handle your enthusiasm about life, your loud and energetic vibes, your total independence, and your passion in pursuit of your dreams. I hope you find a person who will help you grow and flourish. I hope you find someone who will bring out the best in you.


I hope you find someone who will make dating simple. Someone who will want more than just casual. Someone who will not be afraid to show you, and tell you their feelings. Someone who will not be interested in playing by the rules of a dating game. Someone who will not keep a tally of who texts first and last.


I hope you’re still the kind of person who believes in happy endings. I hope you don’t give up in search of your compatible lover, no matter how uncertain you are about when that person will take a major role in your life. I hope you keep the light in your soul because that person you’re waiting for so long will eventually come.
And I hope you don’t lose faith.”

~BeNelly~

I wish

I wish we ended the trip right

“Sometimes we give love to the wrong person, and we sit there and wonder, “how could I have given love to that person? They don’t even deserve it,” or “what a waste of time.” But the thing is, you shouldn’t think about it that way. You should think of the fact that you were able to give love, because if you are able to give it, that means you have it inside of you. It means that that is what makes you. And it’s the same thing with everything else. It’s the same thing with kindness, with honesty, with your ability to care about people. That shows who you are. Don’t focus on the way that people abuse that. Don’t focus on the way that people react to that. Focus on the fact that you have it within you, and that it makes you who you are. It makes you a beautiful person, a beautiful human being. So, before you sit there and say, “I wish I didn’t give love”, “I wish I didn’t give kindness”, “I wish I wasn’t honest”, be careful what you’re wishing for.”

~BeNelly~

The lines

The fire

I don’t quite understand the line between sacrifice and suicide. How one is seen as strength and bravery while the other symbolizes weakness and cowardice. If it is morally acceptable that you die protecting and saving others how is it a sin to protect and save yourself from the misery of this world. Why do you have to pay for an action when the people that spent torture on you led you to it? Why are you seen as the sinner and them as the saints? How is it that you are responsible for committing suicide when it is the responsibility of others? Suicide is sacrificing yourself for the sins of others, the wrongs of others, to save yourself and that is frowned upon, but when you sacrifice yourself for others that is praised. The depth behind suicide is far more horrific and it takes immense strength to cut your lifeline and travel to the other side. Don’t blame the ones who liberated themselves. Blame the ones that cost them their lives. And ask yourselves what happened to this person to let them take their lives before the judgement.

To A Broken soul.

To a broken soul, spending sleepless nights, shedding endless tears for the person who tore your soul apart which was filled with plenty of love for them.

Spending quite enough time, having deep conversations late night, making so many memories everyday, every moment only to realise that these were supposed to end soon.
That they were all fabricated lies,they were glorified  death

I know it’s a tough time there, but every pain you’re going through now, will end some day, learn to embrace the pain to bring out the best from you, invest the time in learning and experiencing new things, traveling new places, meeting new people, sharing your ideas and keeping yourself engaged all the time, spend time with your family and friends who has always been there with you, supported you in good and bad times, who made you laugh when you had dark times.

One person may break you emotionally but life just starts from there, it’s much more than crying for the people who doesn’t know to respect your feelings, you are the fuel to your happiness, don’t let anyone drain them off.

BeNelly

Don’t Be Supprised

Don’t be surprised when the candles burn out

Don’t be surprised when you’re not the first person she calls when something bad or good happens. You taught her that you won’t show up when she needs you. You taught her how to count on someone else.

Don’t be surprised when she spends more time with her friends than you. You taught her that you’re never going to be present. You don’t listen when she speaks. You don’t remember the things she told you. You don’t ask about how she’s feeling or what’s bothering her. You taught her that you’ll never care about her as much as her friends do.

Don’t be surprised when she starts planning things without you. You taught her that you’ll always say no. You taught her how to plan her future without you. You taught her that you don’t want to be in it, that you’d rather be alone than with her. You never wanted to see the world through her eyes.

Don’t be surprised when she doesn’t miss you when you’re gone. You taught her how not to miss you. You made her feel like you never missed her. She never felt like her absence made a difference to you. She never felt that she added any value to your life. You never showed her that you missed her. You never told her.

Don’t be surprised when she ignores you. You’ve been ignoring her for days. She’s always been the one compromising. She’s always been the one to change her schedule for you. She’s always been the one who tried harder. She was always more invested until she realized that it was a bad investment. An investment that she keeps losing.

Don’t be surprised when she starts to drift away. She’s slowly remembering who she was before she met you. She’s beginning to realize that she’s settling with you. She’s starting to remember what she deserves. She’s slowly opening her eyes and seeing how much you’re taking her for granted. She’s slowly coming to the realization that someone else could treat her so much better. Someone else will not make her feel invisible.

Don’t be surprised when she stops being attentive or caring. Don’t be surprised when her tender words turn sour and her burning passion turns cold. Don’t be surprised when she looks at you and doesn’t feel a thing. You taught her how to stop loving you.

~BeNelly~

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To a broken soul, spending sleepless nights, shedding endless tears for the person who tore your soul apart which was filled with plenty of love for them.

Spending quite enough time, having deep conversations late night, making so many memories everyday, every moment only to realise that these were supposed to end soon.

I know it’s a tough time there, but every pain you’re going through now, will end some day, learn to embrace the pain to bring out the best from you, invest the time in learning and experiencing new things, traveling new places, meeting new people, sharing your ideas and keeping yourself engaged all the time, spend time with your family and friends who has always been there with you, supported you in good and bad times, who made you laugh when you had dark times.

One person may break you emotionally but life just starts from there, it’s much more than crying for the people who don’t know to respect your feelings, you are the fuel to your happiness, don’t let anyone drain them off.

~BeNelly~

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life of the fighter

You must live your life for yourself.
You must start living your life on your own terms.
Life is too short to sit around and wait for another to make you happy.
Start living your life to the fullest.
Start following your goals, and chasing your dreams.
Start doing things that make you happy.
Start doing things for yourself and no one else.
This person will come, but they will not come around and save you.
They will stand by your side as you heal yourself.
They will encourage you, and never give up on you.
Someone is out there waiting, just as you are. They are trying to find their path,
just as you are. They are hoping for someone like you.
They are dreaming of someone like you.

One day, you will meet someone who makes you understand why you had to wait so long.
But they will come when the time is right. They will come when you both are ready to find each other.
So be patient. Enjoy your life for what it is now, and have faith in your future.
Forget your past heartbreaks, and start looking forward to this new love. Stop stressing out about finding the person of your dreams, and live a life you will be proud to share with them one day.
~BeNelly~

Life needs you

I know you’ve been made to feel like you are replaceable, or forgettable.

You’ve questioned your worth because of this.
You think that there’s nothing unique about you
because of the way one person treated you,
and that’s not true. You are unique in countless ways.
Your personality, for one thing. Your quirks.
The different smiles that you take to each day.
Your strength.
Your sensitivity.
Your insecurities.
Your kindness.
Your imperfections.
Everything that makes you the person that you are
cannot be replaced or forgotten.
Don’t let someone else’s treatment of you determine your worth.
Don’t let their actions define the person you become.

You are a beautiful human who deserves love and respect.
And more importantly, you are different in the best way.
If you think otherwise then search the ends of the earth,
look high and low, here and there, through every curve
and edge and you will realise that another you cannot be found.
Love yourself.
Cherish your heart and forgive all those who fail to,
for even they know in the deepest corners of their soul
that they will never find another you.

You are needed to make life whole
You are needed to make life complete.
So in case you feel dawn know
I need you to survive and so does the universe.
You breath alone would save someone’s life
And your ability to see love in forsaken places
Makes a home for we the lost ones
This is the journey of self worth and love.
I need you to survive.

Life needs you

I know you’ve been made to feel like you are replaceable, or forgettable.

You’ve questioned your worth because of this.
You think that there’s nothing unique about you
because of the way one person treated you,
and that’s not true. You are unique in countless ways.
Your personality, for one thing. Your quirks.
The different smiles that you take to each day.
Your strength.
Your sensitivity.
Your insecurities.
Your kindness.
Your imperfections.
Everything that makes you the person that you are
cannot be replaced or forgotten.
Don’t let someone else’s treatment of you determine your worth.
Don’t let their actions define the person you become.

You are a beautiful human who deserves love and respect.
And more importantly, you are different in the best way.
If you think otherwise then search the ends of the earth,
look high and low, here and there, through every curve
and edge and you will realise that another you cannot be found.
Love yourself.
Cherish your heart and forgive all those who fail to,
for even they know in the deepest corners of their soul
that they will never find another you.

You are needed to make life whole
You are needed to make life complete.
So in case you feel dawn know
I need you to survive and so does the universe.
You breath alone would save someone’s life
And your ability to see love in forsaken places
Makes a home for we the lost ones
This is the journey of self worth and love.
I need you to survive.

~BeNelly~

Soul Alone by Hannah Baker

I meet your eyes
you don’t even see me
You hardly respond
when I whisper
hello
Could be my soul mate
two kindred spirits
Maybe we’re not
I guess we’ll never
know

My own mother
you carried me in you
Now you see nothing
but what I wear
People ask you
how I’m doing
You smile and nod
don’t let it end
there

Put me
underneath God’s sky and 
know me
don’t just see me with your eyes
Take away
this mask of flesh and bone and
See me
for my soul…………..alone.

I asked myself which was better
Change my self for her
Or be myself for me.
I used to put her first
To a point i forgot abt
What’s best for me.


I realized I was living
But i was living for her
Its hard to call that a life
Some say its romantic
But it really is hard.
But i would rather live through that
Than have her out of my life.

I would always wonder
What she would say.
If she knew wat i was feeling inside.

Would she feel guilty about hurting  me?
Would she say its all your fault?
Would she abandon me
To spare me from hurting in the future?

But what ever she would say,
I didn’t really  wanna know
Because i knew.
I knew it would end.

All   the suffering,
all the torment but also
All the laughs .

all is love I  had for her.
It would  be gone
She wud be gone
And i can’t accept that i just can’t
So if i have to
I’ll live in torment just to see her again.

I would endure the pain of hell.
I would drink the ocean and stake
Out on the verge of death if it means
Loving you.

        ~BeNelly~

The Broken ones

I see the broken ones–

The ones who used to soar, but have had their wings dipped.

The mermaids who used to swim freely before the storm beached them.

The fairies who spread glitter before having their sparkle dust stolen.

The dragon hearts who set the world on fire before having their flames extinguished.

The gods who were once destiny but now are mere men.

The heart that were once full of melodies but now singing sorrow.

The heart that use to belong but now only belives.

The destinies which used to be brighter but now distorted .

And the heart which was once full of faith and hope but now has no destination.

My wish for the broken is that they believe in themselves again. If they believe, then they can fly, swim, shine and set the world on ablaze again.

See the change in our stars and let yours shine brighter because yours were the true ones which the world and the cruelty of humanity has deemed .

You are a gift to the univese.

~BeNelly~

Pretending fantasy

Feel like am burning, from the fire inside
When reality strikes, and am on the ground
Pretending I live life, full of hopeful stuff
When I just want to disappear, and not tell you why
Cause people misunderstood me, when I talk my feelings
So I lock them up, and shove my emotions
But if you stay to learn the true me
Maybe you can see am really free
And not take a shit, from yours truly
I keep things bottled up, hoping it’ll help manage my life
But I was wrong, cause it hurt me deep inside
I should have told them, what I really felt
Instead of hiding them, like they were mistakes
Cause if I did tell them, I would’ve been myself
So I tell you words, words of true wisdom
Tell people what you feel, before you end up like them
Scared of the world, scared of themselves
They shouldn’t do that, cause that just hurts.

Why are we always loved by people we love?

A: I’m sorry but i do not have the answer for this. But what i can tell you is, just make time for the people you love. with people you like. Sometimes we only get snapshot for it, but people can be forever memories.

True love does not mean we need to jump into a srs relationship. Share your love with those who respect us, treat us the right way, plus appreciate us.

So to the one who has been asking this, know that it is a waste to give and spend all of your love for someone who does not realize it is one of their blessings.

It’s a pity for a fool who does not see how beautiful you are. And how blessed they are to be loved

Love is a trend of belonging. The moment you realize you belong you fight for a spot even if it’s the last thing you do.

To love and be loved is one thing every one fights for but most people refused to accept. You don’t just love but you create the realm of love for the person you love to be able to retaliate the love you gave.

In love with bad luck

Mmm, mmm
Oh yeah, oh yeah, yeah
Alright

Don’t save me, I’m in no need of saving (Oh yeah)
And if you stay with me, I know you need patience (Yeah, yeah)
Blood and cologne on the fragrance (Mmm, yeah, yeah)
‘Cause if you deal with me, I know you know what pain is (Oh no)

So if you’re gonna love me
You gotta love all of me
You gotta love, deeper than that
Now, if you’re gonna leave me
You better run far away
I’d hate for you to leave me attached

‘Cause I’m in love with bad luck
I’m in love with bad luck
Move too close, get caught up
Move too close, get caught up
I’m in love with bad luck
I’m in love with bad luck
Move too close, get caught up
Move too close, get caught up
I’m in love (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

And I don’t even like to think about it
On my own, but still so crowded
Walls come down and the guards come up
But there’s nowhere to run, I feel surrounded
Hurt feels better when I’m by myself
No one really means it when they’re wishing you well
I got no one to call, no one
And people only love you when they’re needing your wealth
Damn, laying down, staring at my ceiling fan
Everybody acting like they give a damn
Where is everybody when you need a hand?
I’ve been burning rubber on the Michelin
Flying in the rain like I’m Superman
I could say I love it, but that just depends

‘Cause I’m in love with bad luck
I’m in love with bad luck
Move too close, get caught up
Move too close, get caught up
I’m in love with bad luck
I’m in love with bad luck
Move too close, get caught up
Move too close, get caught up
I’m in love

So if you’re gonna love me
You gotta love all of me
You gotta love, deeper than that
Now, if you’re gonna leave me
You better run far away
I’d hate for you to leave me attached

‘Cause I’m in love with bad luck
I’m in love with bad luck
Move too close, get caught up
Move too close, get caught up
I’m in love with bad luck
I’m in love with bad luck
Move too close, get caught up
Move too close, get caught up
I’m in love with bad luck

Yeah (I’m in love with bad luck)
Bad, bad luck

Dreamers

I have lived a life of the dreamer
i saw first hand what it meant to
be a dreamer without dream.
i habe been in the shaddows for
ages yet im lost when it comes to exploits.
The aclaimed belivers see only where they would gain
the refuse to see the meaning of love and the bond of belonging
i want the right hand for the right dream.
Lers not pretend to care about industry when we are not even willing
to groom our upcoming. The rich relate with the rich and the poor to the
poor how do you expect lofe to go the right way when u only care about
your achivements and nkt the industry as a whole.

~BeNelly~

I lied to my heart

She had everything
Eyes that sparkle
More than the stars in the night
A smile that could
Lighten up an entire room
A face that could
Make u forget the world
A hair that could
Be described as kinky for most
But was sooo damn gorgeous
In his eyes …

He was just dumb enough
To wany sth, he couldn’t have
He was dumb enough
To think that, that amazing
Beautiful, thoughtful,
The breathtaking, perfect girl could
Ever be with him for life.

She deserved so much more
Someone that could give her everything
Someone that could give her
A life she deserves
Someone that could fill
All her desires and need
Someone …. that I’m not
So I had to let her go
Even tho she was never really mine
I just had to brand her mine

And that’s what kills me. I have lost her twice. Even in my dreams.

I was in love with the wind.:

~BeNelly~

You are you




You are not your age,
Nor the size of the clothes you wear,
You are not a weight, Or the color of your hair.
You are not your name, Or the dimples in your cheeks,

You are the books you read, And all the words you speak,
You are your croaky morning voice,
And the smiles you try to hide,
You’re the sweetness in your laughter,
And every tear you’ve cried,
You’re the songs you sing so loudly,
When you know you’re all alone,
You’re the places that you’ve been to,
And the one that you call home,
You’re the things that you believe in,
And the people that you love,
You’re the photos in your bedroom,
And the future you dream of,
You’re made of so much beauty,
But it seems that you forgot,
When you decided that you were defined,
By all the things you’re not.

You are so beautiful the univers wish it were you,
Why give up who u are for what you are not.
You are the most beautiful  you, and the world can’t
Survive  your beauty.
The chaous  you breed is one of the most beautiful
Future you seek.

Just know you are loved as much
As you are needed.
And this multivers needs you
To be complete.

Home

I wanted home.

I wanted to belong so badly I was blind
to the mappings aground me.
My world was in darkness and my
hope was deemed.
I wanted to make life a fairy tale,
but fate had other plans for me.
My future was sealed by an unknown force. Then I saw her.
An angel walking among men.
Her smile sends a chill into one’s
Spinal cord. She was a beauty, she was
Hope, she was peace,  she was fate
She was destiny and she was home. She never said a word to welcome me,
But her soul knew me.
She hardly noticed the world but she
Saw me. Oh what home to belong
At long last, I’m home. The day I found the strength to approach
Her was the day my life began.
After I told her may I take you out for a
Drink my heart  refused to speak the answer was the lost  tread is finally
Here.
And I exclaimed indeed you are what I have
Been looking for in creation. The conversation  got exciting
Till my fate was sealed
Indeed she was the product 
Of an undreamed love
And I was the redemption
Of a home just like she is minerals, I’m finally home.

“if you ever fell in love… Fell in love with someone who wants to know your favourite colour and just how you like your coffee. Fell in love with someone who love the way you Laugh and would do absolutely anything to hear it. Fell in love with someone who put their head on your chest just to hear your heartbeat, fell in love with someone who kisses you in public and is proud to show you off to anyone they know.

Fell in love with someone who makes you a question why you where afraid to fell in love in the first place. Fell in love with someone who who falls in love with your flaws and think youre perfect just the way you are. Fell in love with someone who thinks that you’re the one they love to wake up to each day.”

Love of a god

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Love of a god

“Don’t you ever see that girl again!!”, mother shouted at me, but I was adamant.

She didn’t know how I felt at that very moment. Maybe the heart of a sixteen-year-old boy was not that simple for her to comprehend.

“I’m sorry Mama, but the heart knows what it wants. We’re in love with each other, and no one can get in our way.”

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Her worth

Girl,i made you a princes for a reason
I never ment to put you behind love’s prison
But treat you for more than a season
Administering you with a love potion That was only made to defy loss.

And take away the hate poison
That necessitate a hemp break up
I hated the minor setbacks
It infringed my back set ups

You are a daughter of a king
You meant to be treated as the one princes
And an only dougther. You were made to define love is priceless.
But sacrifice is what makes one worth it.

The freedom is gone
The only thing that was worth it is gone now.
Ensuring your smile is bright
Amd your face uniquely staring
Like the only star in my darkest night
Out of where thy sight reach
And my clouds cover thee.

From the cold and sadistic rain
Not to bring any pain
Always for you to be of gain
you’re mine and
A great deal, to me you are a sign.

~BeNelly~

The perfect dream of the queen

An extremely handsome man, very intelligent, with a [impeccable] personality. He’s truly a very special guy and once you get to know him, he’ll cease to [amaze] you each day with his rare brilliant heart. [Incredibly handsome], sensual, talented and has a deep interest in the universe which inspire you to learn too.

He’ll change your world to make it better. He’s always there to lend you strength, hope during [hardship]. He might not think he’s worthy of the world, but truth to be told, he deserves much more, he deserves the universe. An uber funny guy, he will make you laugh with his addictive humour. He loves music and receives peace from lyrics and melodies. His [love’s] incredible. He may not show it, but he is a super loving and passionate person.

He may appear [withdrawn], but you must take time to know him because he will make your life a better place. His love is [heartfelt] and sincere, that no amount can feel too much. He will [stun] you with how much he cares. He’s the man you can’t imagine life without. He’s the person you’ll spend your days thinking about, wanting to speak to, care for, be there for.

He’s been through so much yet has a fighting spirit. You will adore, admire and love him. He should never be hurt or upset only protected. You’ll want to be there for him through thick and thin no matter what. A man like this will make you feel like you’ve never felt before. You’ll want to be everything he desires so you can always see him happy some more

That guy is [simply amazing], [how could you] ever hurt someone like Mr right?

He’s just a such a [sweet guy] he must be right for me to act so wrong.

My journey ends but ours begins and this is an adventure to look up to.

The perfect Dream of the queen.

~BeNelly~

Tears of the broken

Tears of the Broken. I wake up daily to see an entirely new person in my skin.

I’m evolved by the tears if the strong.
I lost my fate, my reason for leaving was taken from me.

I was with u till I could leave separately no more
A single tear in my heart had the ability to change my world into the new me u see. Tears of the broken are when u cry but blood ozz from my heart instead of tears.
Indeed, I lost a treasure but I will not regret it because I’m a gift to u.

For you.

For you,
thousand times over
I’m the shallow stone cover
For the lost coffin
You’re the deep satyr
In the rain wondering
If you,
Will find me ever
You’re struck by lightning, infused in darkness
Waiting for you to make me
Your shroud of existence
For you,
Thousand times over
I’ll run cold and free
To wherever you please created both timelines so to identify your love and yet you proved true in both alternate Timeline. To comfort you in the warmth
From the heavens, I carry
Will you
Stay right there
I see you in my nightmares
Travelling far and farther
As my heartbeat shrinks
Slower and steadier you,
Thousand times over
Tell me, I’ll run again
Call me in my dream again
Wave me from your hideaway
And I’ll chase you
Thousand times over. I will always come running when you call.

~BeNelly~

Never love again

Wish I could, I could’ve said goodbye
I would’ve said what I wanted to
Maybe even cried for you
If I knew it would be the last time
I would’ve broke my heart in two
Tryin’ to save a part of you
Don’t wanna feel another touch
Don’t wanna start another fire
Don’t wanna know another kiss
No other name falling off my lips
Don’t wanna give my heart away
To another stranger
Or let another day begin
Won’t even let the sunlight in
No, I’ll never love again

I’ll never love again, When we first met.

I never thought that I would fall
I never thought that I’d find myself
Lying in your arms
And I want to pretend that it’s not true
Oh baby, that you’re gone
‘Cause my world keeps turning,
And I’m not moving on
Don’t wanna feel another touch
Don’t wanna start another fire
Don’t wanna know another kiss
No other name falling off my lips
Don’t wanna give my heart away
To another stranger
Or let another day begin
Won’t even let the sunlight in
No, I’ll never love

I don’t wanna know this feeling
Unless it’s you and me
I don’t wanna waste a moment, ooh
And I don’t wanna give somebody else the better part of me
I would rather wait for you, ooh
Don’t wanna feel another touch
Don’t wanna start another fire
Don’t wanna know another kiss
Baby, unless they are your lips
Don’t wanna give my heart away
To another stranger.

Don’t let another day begin
Won’t let the sunlight in
Oh, I’ll never love again
Never love again
Never love again
Oh, I’ll never love again.

~BeNelly~

A child’s dream

I was nine when I met him
He was a stranger to my little soul
I was shy in the first sight
He moved close to me to say hi
I replied looking down
He told me not to be afraid of me
When I was just nine
I hit ten we were thick as theives
Sneaking like crazy teens
Going to our parties
But I hated you for leaving me
I prayed every night that you would come back to me
I reached eleven never even seeing his shadow
It was Christmas seeing the snow fall
Wishing you would be with me
But I saw him in the middle of the snow.
Stretching his arms for me to hug
After that day we never been apart
But the worst thing happened something called death
It broke his promise and took him away.

Death was the exception but I would still hold on I would count the stars till fate brings me to your door Love has been the answer but not forever. Promise me oh death That you would let me have this one. The unbroken bond of a child was my dream now I have to create the future of my fallen hero.

~BeNelly~

The beauty of my pain.

Beauty was found in my pain. Love was made in my pain because u became the only source of hope but crushed it. I loved you like my life but the beauty of pain prevented me from coming clean now here I am with a beautiful glass of roses at your wedding. Oh what a beautiful pain . In the end you found joy I guess its pain because it was not with me

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